toddler bed:FAIL

the night before last was HORRIBLE and last night we put the mattress on the ground and had her sleep that way. i was up 3 times with her even like that. so i made the executive decision to go back to the crib starting tonight. at least for awhile till she resumes her sleeping through the night behavior like she was doing so good with before getting sick. and maybe even until summer break when chris will be around during the day and it wont matter that i'm so sleep deprived. anyway, in some ways i feel like a failure. but i think a sound mind and healthy caitlin are more important.